My husband is such a good role model. Makes me so happy to be married to such a great, amazing, hardworking man. I love him with all my heart ❤️


Whenever Jhonatan isn’t home he automatically goes into sweet, cute Jhonatan. Like when he is home, we’re mostly just joking and annoying the shit out of each other. Of course he lets me know he loves me and all that good stuff. But once he leaves and is not around for weeks he becomes the sweet, sweet Jhonatan I fall in love with even more. Some people say distance is a curse but I believe for us its actually a good thing. It brings us closer together :) i love getting texts from him and him letting me know how much he loves & misses me. And how excited he is to see us again ❤️


Today marks the halfway point. We’re almost at our 2 year wedding anniversary. Its been a long way, a lot of things have happened, ups & downs, stupidity, struggles, but most importantly lots and lots of love, and it shall continue.

I love You my King ❤️


I had a dream that i was having an ultrasound and the baby’s gender was a boy.

I’m not even pregnant…

My mind is just playing with my emotions and feelings like “here bitch dream about babies but you can’t have none!”

Thanks, thanks alot …



"If you’re wearing this robe it’s time for this."

DVD Trevor recorded and left in Roxy’s robe pocket before he deployed:

"Hey beautiful. So it’s probably late at night…kids are asleep, you’re wrapped up in your robe drinking a glass of red wine. Because that’s what you do when you’ve had hard times. That’s when your fears come out. Man, I wish I was there to grab those black snakes and wrestle them to the ground. Look, I know this is hard, but baby you’re not alone. You’ve got the kids, and your friends - there’s even cranky old Betty at the bar. Man, I am sorry I ever gave you a hard time about getting that job. It’s good that you have that place, Rox. It’ll keep your mind off me while I’m gone.

Now. I wan’t you to do something for me. C’mon, I know you’re cheating. Close your eyes. Take off your robe. Now it’s me holding you. Can you feel me? Cause wherever I am, I’m loving you.”



For some reason this deployment has me going all kinds of crazy. Seriously, im stressing the fuck out. Why? I don’t fucking know. We had both agreed I was going to stay out here for the deployment and just go home for the holidays. Now, he wants me to go back home and stay over there. Literally weeks away! We have all this shit to take care of if i do decide to go home, and its not like its been easy. Called home to let them know i might possibly be going back and i got a shitty response. So i’m like wtf.

Today, I woke up and realized this month is almost over. And next thing I know he’ll be gone. Like it just hit me today that he’ll be leaving again. Last night I had the most traumatizing nightmare ever. He pretty much came up to me with tears in his eyes and said “i’m divorcing you, just ship all my stuff back home”. I woke up in tears, and he was already at work which made everything a million times worst. I guess thats why i’m in such a shitty mood today. :( i just wish he didn’t have to leave…



Ice Bucket Challenge Fail Compilation

Omg im dying lmaoo



Part of me says NO, I want to wait. Wait because i’m scared? Idk. Jhonatan wants to wait, i kinda do too just because we feel its a little too soon. We want to be really ready for it. But also because i’m scared of his reaction if it was to happen anytime soon :/ i see vids of friends posting their husbands reactions and its just sooo damn cute, and I’m here thinking Jhonatan will be the one to just ask questions and idk.

But part of me really wants a baby…

*sigh* one day…




If Alcohol Labels Told the Truth [via]

Previously: Honest Company Slogans


This is so accurate i’ve experienced all LMAO






I’m a visual learner and now I’m an alcoholic. Thanks, Obama. 

I learn better from experience, one of each please! 

White Russians though

my brother got me wasted from white Russians when I was 7. What a good babysitter.


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