I’m honestly really excited :)
I can’t wait til i start going to my appts and getting ultrasounds done. I can’t wait til i find out the sex so i can start buying baby clothes, the nursery decorating, everything! I’m just super excited!

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I told my husband, and he actually reacted waay different then i thought. After it was confirmed and i told him he got so happy and excited. It made me cry. He then told me “i know we weren’t ready but we will make the best of it” and a whole bunch of hearts. I love him, he is a great husband and i know he’ll be an even more amazing father. I just pray that this pregnancy goes well, and that i have a healthy baby :)

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My husband just left, and i just found out last night i’m pregnant. I should be jumping for joy but i’m actually in bed crying since yesterday. Idk how i feel right now. All i know is i’m sad. I’ve been wanting a baby for the longest with my baby fever so crazy but after the last time i ended up in the hospital i accepted the fact that it would come when it would come. But not this soon, not right now, i was okay with waiting. And this is all a surprised and im just freaking out. Only one person knows, i haven’t told my husband, or my family or his family. And i’m actually super scared of telling him that i am telling my mom. Idk how i’m gonna do it but all i pray to God is to give me the guidance that i need in this new path. Our first child and he is deployed. :( i’m a mess right now. I need all the prayers possible, so i can put myself back together and move on forward.

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Rant

Pretty fucking pissed. My husband deploys in just a few fucking days. We have an entire house to fucking pack up. He’s been working and so have I making it fucking difficult to get shit done. The little time he has I want to spend it together, but no. Fucking impossible. Always stuck doing shit for others, and in reality when he needs something no one EVER comes through for him. Meanwhile here he is, getting off work in a couple of hours only to come home change over and make a 3 hr drive to go pick one of his co-workers up from the airport. And i have to work the night shift today so I won’t even see him til i get home from work and by then he will be in bed already! LIKE WTF😡 I swear he is TOO nice. Like No, whenever you need a favor or something you always get turned down, no damn shame but yet you go out of your way to go help the same people that turn you down. Wtf is that?! Im so pissed i could punch a hole through someones throat.

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WHY THE FUCK

Why the FUCK WHY THE ACTUAL FUCKING FUCK. Why am i breaking out so damn bad on my chin, and theyre all under the skin, hurts like a bitch. And im starting to get pissed off now smh. Fuck this shit. Fuck it all fuck it fuck fuck

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I’m sitting on the toilet just scrolling through my instagram (i find my bathroom to be relaxing lol) and my husband walks in, butt naked, eyes closed and hops in the shower. Literally takes about .8 seconds to shower, gets out, eyes still closed drying himself and i’m just here watching him and then he says “hurry up, i can’t sleep without you” lol okay babe. 😂 i love him.

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reliveilak:

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Oh my gosh

:’) sooo cute

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Its packing day…

Watching Jhonatan pack is literally breaking my heart. And i’m holding myself back from breaking down in front of him 😔

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My husband is such a good role model. Makes me so happy to be married to such a great, amazing, hardworking man. I love him with all my heart ❤️

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Whenever Jhonatan isn’t home he automatically goes into sweet, cute Jhonatan. Like when he is home, we’re mostly just joking and annoying the shit out of each other. Of course he lets me know he loves me and all that good stuff. But once he leaves and is not around for weeks he becomes the sweet, sweet Jhonatan I fall in love with even more. Some people say distance is a curse but I believe for us its actually a good thing. It brings us closer together :) i love getting texts from him and him letting me know how much he loves & misses me. And how excited he is to see us again ❤️

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